Nebuchadnezzar
by Louis Davidson | May 23, 2019
Ah, so you want to dream better!
I’m your man, I’m the one to ask,
for dreaming is all about asking
the right questions without
knowing that one oneself
questions!
The point of the exercise,
excuse me, sir, is stop
that thinking, which you,
learned sir! do so much
of. Instead you must work
to forget and work to
let those voices which
regale and shock and
grasp at you in the
Burnt-Orange hour,
and in the light-green hour
when the sun sails
behind some old hill
and your eyes roll back
and perhaps you’re
ready to sleep — those
voices you must work
to make silent for
there is no virtue in
chattering subconscious
parliaments — No,
in order to dream you
must dull the federation
of thoughts and you must
increase the empire of feeling.
So now we dive into
the sea of dreaming
(Ah, but you, learned
man of letters! You know this!)
You know that dreams are
one with the sea and
one with the moon —
yes, yes, they glitter
and shall we say, titter
about the eyes
and they come around again
like the twinkles
of moonlight
in the bluish ocean,
for sleep is earnest a
thing made blue.
Sweet Dreams for Mary!
The Star of the Sea,
yes, I have dreamt of
her — for you know, sir,
I have never forgotten
a dream, and I will
always remember my dreams
I will always remember —
as I never forget a face
I have given sleepy life to —
Yes, I saw the Serenissima Mary
before her assumption
before her earthly woes did end
before her regal throne,
I saw her asleep
dreaming, she was,
dreaming that she was
reunited with her baby Christ,
for we remember him through painting
but she remembered him being
heaved out,
and shattering her hips
and she remembered paying
for Eve’s wrongdoings
for this hallowed, haloed child.
Bah, well, I don’t go in for God
and mangers. I am a dreamer, sir,
and Christ leaves no room
for those liminal dream-truths
I hold so dear,
and so I will keep on dreaming
and ignore any sign he sends me,
for there’s greater joy in
beauty with no significance
than significance with all the beauty of the ocean.
Poem by Louis Davidson. Illustration by Alice Yang.